End of 2012 !

Another activity and attempt to escape from the usual. This place feels awesome. However I couldn't get time to be  regular here but it feels great to be here and pour your heart out. When I come here I don't know what I am going to write about but still manage to write something. .Well it's an another phenomenal year to an end . * 2012 *. On a personal front this year saw me completing Engineering , Getting a 'Sarkari' job , and  becoming a Corporate from a Graduate. The year is coming to an end and the best time is to spend it with your loved ones , friends and family . Happy New Year ppl!!

You can’t hurt me bcoz I am already torn, 

You can’t teach me bcoz I am already gone, 

You can’t find me bcoz I am already lost, 

You can't change me bcoz I am already past

You can’t buy me bcoz I am not for sale, 
You can't have me with your magical charm

But 

If you love me , I will fall into your arms.

TV series till now..

Sitting at home idly made me recollect the TV shows I have watched in last 4 years, Here’s presenting before you the list of shows that I have watched for at least one entire season. I was little bit surprised to know the total number is above 50 (60 actually!). I am worried,if i am missing any??.

Well long live free internet TV & long live America!!

24, 2 Broke Girls, Awkward, Anger Management, Arrested Development, 

Band of Brothers, Bewitched, Boardwalk Empire, Breaking Bad, Breakout Kings 

Californication, Chemistry, Chuck, Cougar Town, Coupling (UK), Criminal Minds, Dexter, 

Entourage, Episodes, Extreme Chef, 

Freaks and Geeks, Friends, Femme Fatales, Game of Thrones, Gary Unmarried, Girls, 

Happy Endings, Homeland, How it’s Made, How I met your Mother, How to make it in America, Hung, 

Impractical Jokers, Jekyll, Joey, Leverage, Lost, Man v/s Food, Mildred Pierce, Mr. Bean, 

Modern Family, New Girl, Planet Earth, Prison Break, 

Skin to the max, Sherlock ,Spartacus, So you think you can Dance? 

Time Warp, The Big Bang theory, The Class, The hard times of R J Berger, 

The Inbetweeners(UK), The Lost Room, The Mentalist, The Pacific, Tin man, 

Top Chef, True Blood, Two and a Half men.

Pieces of Advice

Some thoughtful pictures collected across the web.

Returning to Blogosphere

Posting after such a long hiatus, that it seems like this is not even my blog anymore. A big relief came in like a cool breeze that calmed me down for the rest of my life. Finally I am not unemployed anymore.I can now proudly call myself a Petroleum Engineer .A big task can now be crossed off for a while from my ambition list ha.!! So what’s new, KKR won the IPL and Italy and Spain are in Finals of EURO 2012. Petrol prices are going up and down. Heat waves are now getting serious on what they do best with their Good-old chap Mr. Global Warming catching up. Our Prime minister passed yet another session with all his murmuring and straight-hand walks. Mukherjee and Sangma are fighting for President seat(the most worthless yet respected honorary post which can be provided in the country).

On a personal end, started few new Tv series and novels.

For the Tv lovers add Dexter to your “must-watch-before-die”category. Awesome story,Awesome crimes,Mind blowing background commentary, Cool sets and to top it all , Intelligent character.The protagonist is Blood splatter expert in Miami Police department and he kills people for a reason too.So he catches Criminals while he himself is Serial killer. The best part of the show is non-stop commentary of the protagonist throughout the episode which is flawless. Apart of that, the other supporting characters, seems like are designed for the show only. The look like being handpicked to work on the show and provided a wonderful job.

Yes I have already watched 24, Criminal minds, Mentalist, White Collar, and to compare them with Dexter can’t be justified. The basic difference being all these have one sided approach of the Good people while in Dexter you can witness the dark side, i.e.the other side of the coin as well, hence changes the entire show’s perception. Be prepared for witnessing cut,sliced, grind-ed,chain sawed ,human body parts as it’s full of them, but not like as depicted in SAW movie way but in a way more elegant manner.It’s not easy for a Tv series to get an above 9 rating on IMDB.


For the novel lovers , I finished reading Immortals of Meluha, and Between the Assassination.

Immortals of Meluha - What to say about a book released in 2010 and still topping the Bestseller list. Amish tripathi has opened up the gates to themes inspired from mythology.It was enough for those chessy ,cute love stories that every passout from an engineering and management writers had begun to write.No offence but enough of them already. We all have read Chetan bhagat nice mushy mushy coochy coochy stories which kind of started my encounters with novels. But as we move toward a meaningful life and weird questions of “Who am I?” and “What is my purpose of my existence?” pop up here and there our empty minds’ devil’s workshop, its time for a change and this is the book which can provide it to you.While maintaining the charm of a romantic lover as Shiva,it intensifies and glorifies on a man’s journey of life. Kudos to overall execution and plot setting.A definite page turner. While the book is Part one of Shiva trilogy, the other two parts-The Secret of Nagas also a bestseller, and The Oath of Vayuputras(to be published) are surely going to hit the right note as well.






Between the Assassination-By Man Booker prize winner Arvind Adiga ,is a charmer. I bought it because I was deeply inspired by his previous novel “The White tiger”. The novel revolves around the infamous assassination of Our beloved Prime Ministers Mrs.Indira Gandhi and Mr.Rajiv Gandhi in a place called Kittur down in South India. Though the book has no direct mention of any assassination, the story revolves around in parts taking characters from various strata of society as it shows the feelings, the hardships, the human bonds, and their life in Kittur,the town serves as a mutual character which forms as a backdrop and a lively character in every story. By this collection of short stories, the various ways of life are dealt with at a steady pace where changing and modernized India tries to remodel the face of Kittur. An inspiring read for those interested in quotes from nature, poverty and luxury life clashes, and human emotions.

To end it all I would like to quote one dialogue from Dexter.

Kill one man , and you're Murderer,

Kill thousands and you're Conqueror,

Kill them all and you're God.

Moods

Just Life

It’s hard to be far, 

From something you want too bad, 

Like a distance so large, 

And obstacles too many, 

Misleading you from the path, 

Of your so called destiny. 

But then sometimes I think, 

Is that what I really want, 

Why is it so hard to get, 

If it is really meant to be. 

I have always been a victim of 

Life’s unfair game, 

Always making it hard, 

Whatever be my aim. 

I am tired, I want to rest, 

That ain’t happening, Life’s at its best, 

Screaming doesn’t help, nor does crying, 

You often give up, or you might die trying, 

For someone in clouds, it’s just a joke, 

He would be enjoying it with some fries and a coke, 

I am just a puppet, controlled by strings, 

I am just a slave, and he is the king.

You

I wish I could fall, 

On a cozy bed, 

With a friendly face, 

Where I can rest, 

Listening the voices, 

As my world  falls apart, 

To an all-time low, 

But I don’t fear, 

For the coming storm, 

With you by my side, 

Keeping me warm, 

Holding my hands, 

To face the world, 

And I will rise, for you 

And I will rise with you again.

Moonlight kiss

Just a song that I love, Moonlight Kiss by Bap Kennedy

I can feel my heart 

And its fit to burst 

I try to clean it up 

But I just get worse 

I wish I could fall 

On a night like this 

Into your loving arms 

For a moonlight kiss 

I thought I saw your face 

In the evening sky 

On a lonesome cloud 

That was drifting by 

I wish I could fall 

On a night like this 

Into your loving arms 

For a moonlight kiss 

You got someone else 

Maybe its for the best 

Since I took the cure 

For happiness 

But I'd trade it all 

On a night a like this 

For your loving arms 

And a moonlight kiss 

In your loving arms 

And a moonlight kiss

New Post

So , here again begins an entire year full of fresh new surprises, worries, amusements, misery, an altogether new year of nothingness, a void .We try to fill  up the gaps , connects the dots,  be the change , do something meaningful , try to be happy, or at least act happy, be satisfied, feel proud , accomplish something , just anything ,anything , for whatsoever reason possible. Or else, what will happen , yes a lot will happen , shame, scoldings, self abuse , sadness , and whatever you can think around the word "Frustration".So we do , we perform , we work , we act, cultivate , develop, figure out, something that has a meaning , just to satisfy our own hunger , for money , power, respect, for a better future. But what's the limit to it?
    You must be wondering , I don't know what I am talking about, well that's true "Partially". I don't know , you also don't know , but someday you  will be having the same thoughts like me , then may be you will understand my dear reader!!
It's like a feeling that I get listening to song "In the end" by Linkin Park

I tried so hard , I got so far , 

But in the end it doesn't even matter, 

Coz I have to fall , to lose it all , 

As in the end it doesn't even matter ....

But then too , I have a gut feeling everything is going to be alright , it's not meant to be , it is never going to be that bad, that's all what I have, Faith.

I know after few years when I look back , and when I am going to read this post I will laugh , smile on my petty mind , but that's the beauty of memories , the good and bad times , they go through your mind like a train , bustling around  with each coach filled with your life's happenings .
So just to be clear it is one of those posts , where I keep my mind away , and let go of my heart. 

Good bye.

Happy New Year

Hello Readers,
Can't believe it's already been a year since I wrote my first blog post. Looking back , from where I started with my thoughts on Stochastic World of Petroleum and how I dropped the Petroleum out of it.
Well a lot has happened this year, a lot has must have happened in your own life. Well I made some new friends, broke some hearts , make some feel proud while made fun of some. that's what it's all about. You can't be always a goody-goody person.You are not Tom Hanks,(his name even say Thanks.)
Every human being is like a Magnetic pole, with your own positive and negative side.Some things are going to attract you , Some are going to be attracted to you(Well that hardly happens with me) while some you are going to repel, some are going to repel you(happens a lot).The best part is in knowing how quickly you realize this.That's when you prepare your zone ( your being-comfortable bubble).We all are going to carry on with our Facebooks and Twitters , but the real deal lies in the real world ..You may like some , comment some , share some but what matters how often you do this in the real Stochastic world.We are becoming a less expressive creature who only socialize in cyber world. It feels like a scene of a movie where people are walking like zombies.
Regarding this year's resolutions , well seriously i don't remember what were they last year.Life is not about planning a whole year ahead when you can't even last for a single day. I have also discovered whenever I plan something and am very desperate for it to occur, it never happens. Well I blame it to Murphy's Law, but anyways, so I don't plan anything , just expect to " Surprise me!"
So that's all for now, may you have a fun new year where your blah-blah things are fulfilled and you achieve blah-blah in your life.