Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Window



In my gloomy house, 
Amidst the darkness spreading so vast, 
There lies a window, 
A link between now and past,

I see a shadow, 
Vanishing so fast, 
Into the woods, thick and thin, 
Holding back all the mystery within, 

The window is smoky, broken, and tinted, 
Tears of mine fall on it like rain, 
Colorful memories have stained it a lot, 
Some dark moments have left a dot, 

There are days when window is shining, 
Beams of sunshine make it reflect, 
Some days go by with dark clouds upon, 
Leaving the window to get infect, 

So when I look out of window what do I see? 
It’s just a shadow, a better version of me, 

So long have I waited for the shadow to return 
It has deep scars, not a hint of pain, 
Of my wrong choices and attempts in vain, 

The window is the only constant, 
In my transient life, 
Reminding me of things, hidden deep inside me, 
Accomplishments, Failures, Joys and Worries. 
Of what I have done, what it has made me!



Monday, December 19, 2011

Someone

Beyond the skies in the world above,
There is someone smiling on you,
In your heart deep down below,
There is someone you wish to know,
When I close my eyes I see that someone,
Covering, hiding and running away,
When I have some concerns, doubts or worries, 
When I am facing situations of dismay,
Someone helps me get up again,
Someone is the reason for me to remain.



Wednesday, December 14, 2011

in Love with Zooey

Just watched 500 days of Summer and now I am in love with its actress Zooey Deschanel. She is also currently part of a sitcom "New Girl". She sings awesome and has already three(3) albums named "She and Him".Her splendid expressions,curious eyes,mysterious smile oh.. i am in love..


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Thursday, November 24, 2011

Sweet November




Sweet November coming alive,
Chilly winds, here they arrive,
It’s a delight for lovers
Holding hands inside covers,
The warmth within
Provides a cozy feeling,
With the touch of skin
Yeah that’s something!!
The more is the cold, the more is the fun,
The sip of chai, or the radiance of sun.
Early mornings are not so soon
Wrapped up close, like in a cocoon,
The nights are long, don’t do something wrong,
The sun rises again; it’s the warmth that remains.
So enjoy this winter with your one so close,
Be there for them and happiness follows!!

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Phases



Curious eyes, speaking it all, 
Standing up, like going to fall, 
Day passes by, sleeping with doll, 
Getting bumped as he crawl, 

Crisp white shirt, tidy shorts, 
Bag & bottle ready, Bicycle for transport, 
Homework all done, playing all kind of sport, 
Bit afraid for the progress report, 

Low waist jeans, deodorant excess, 
Late for lectures, room’s a mess, 
Gaming more, Sleeping less, 
Partying hard, though exam-stress, 

Buzzing alarm, Morning hours 
Cold coffee, Hot showers, 
Busy streets, Sky-high towers, 
Getting paid for spent every hour, 

Wrinkled face, wearing a shawl, 
So much accomplished, So much to recall, 
Looking through the glasses, the pale yellow wall, 
Faced so many troubles, but risen above all !!

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Past



It’s painful to think you never will be mine,
But it’s even more painful to realize I knew it all the time.
The best thing ever happened to me has already happened,
Now thinking of it just gets my wounds deepened.
Sadness and misery are now things of past,
Though it was precious, not long it last.
The scars I can’t see are hardest to heal,
You stole it all, nothing left to feel.
For what it’s worth I had an affair,
But for its aftermath, I wasn’t prepared.
I wasn't your kind, as you said,
You are not worth for the tears I shed.
Be it Sunny or Rain, it’s all in vain,
It’s the part that remained, that causes the pain,
Again and Again!!

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Times



There are times when you feel low,
The times where everything goes so slow,
Every second is a burden; Every step is like a hurdle,
It’s like living life like a turtle.

There are times when you feel high,
The times where everything is on a fly,
Every moment is treasured; Every step is like a dance,
It’s the life’s wonderful romance.

So whether it’s your smile or your tears,
These are the times which will eventually clear,
The deepest silences or hearty laughter,
You are not going to remember them after.

Good times, Bad times, come and leave,
They should not slow down what you are here to achieve,
You have a wish, You have a dream,
That is how you live life with a theme!

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Remembrance




She was an angel all I could tell,
Her eyes were so beautiful,
Like pearls of a shell.

I could never forget her touch,
It was just worth,
She smelled so nice like 
Nothing on this earth.

Walking the streets with her 
Are some delightful memories,
She walks slow and 
is allergic to “strawberries”.

When she is dressed in white,
It’s a wonderful delight,
You can never take your eyes away,
She is the day’s highlight.

She often told her worries, 
And the results of some wrong choice,
I am unable to resolve them,
Just lost in her voice!

Time flies by sitting beside her,
She talks a lot,
Only a part of it I could remember. 

I sometimes blank out 
Looking at her for a while,
The secret to it is hidden in her, 
Mysterious smile!

Well why I am telling this to you 
You must be thinking?
It’s just my way of remembering her,
She has moved on while
I am still sinking!

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Photographs

A picture can say more than a thousand words,True, but what if the picture itself is of just words,
What is that expressing? It creates a more influential impact on a person's mind.
See for yourself...






Thursday, June 9, 2011

true dream



Nothing to do, nothing to care,
After a long time life seems so fair,
So much to catch up, so much to remember,
No unfinished tasks, not-so-much midnight labor,
Now the days are gone,
Where sleep was extinct,
With worries and concerns surrounding me,
Mind was restless clinched with soul,
Was not even able to dream free,
For now it’s gone, I am really glad,
It’s like collections of memories so sad,
Which you never want to go through again,
But surely keep them as you once passed that lane, 
I often believe it should happen to you,
For it teaches to be tough, harsh and be true.


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Wednesday, June 1, 2011

fever gone..

So,now the igzam fever is gone , RELIEF! phew..
Summer is at its height now-a-days. It getting so hot and humid . 
Well I remember one funny saying of my friend's teacher,it goes like
"Garmi teen tarah it hoti hai ,
 june ki garmi,oon(wool) ki garmi and khoon ki garmi" 


Ah ,well wrote one poem .. that too on exam.. 
here goes..


Going through the notes, flipping through the pages,
Scribbling with a pen like we are doing for the ages,
Sitting on a chair, Eyes open wide,
Some prefer books, some just mug guides,
So much course, So much to learn,
Is that gonna decide, how much will we earn?
Mind is focused, Heart takes a walk,
Every now and then we open Gtalk,
Some are slow learners while some are wise,
Some reading for the first time, while some just revise,
All get grades either good or bad,
Some are very happy, while some seem sad,
God is gracious, he knows all,
He doesn't give everything to everyone and all...




it's all for now.. will catch up really soon.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

ig'zam fee-vur Part 2


So, Here again, I reached the phase of life, where only last minute mugging counts,
Ya, "Ig'zam" , I know you are making faces.. as i just mentioned it.
It's a bit obvious too as "Everbody hates being judged or evaluated " .
Had this ig'zam fee-vur once more earlier. See link igzam-feevur .
Well seems like here ends the poetic phase of my life and marks the beginning of never ending sleepless nights of tension , mugging, frustration, attention ,with so much course at my desk.
So, this would be my last post for the next 3-4 weeks i guess.
Will be back with a bang with some more nice poems..
Good Bye.
Sid

Monday, April 25, 2011

Express..

Came around some nice wallpapers on ->  www.worth1000.com
Great way of expressing and interpreting it in your own distinct way.
Literally here a picture is saying thousand words(hehe!)
Have a look.



Sunday, April 24, 2011

Miss you...


When you are gone and nobody is around,
I sometimes sit down to feel the pain profound,
The highs and lows that we dared,
The joy and sorrow that we shared,
Of situations that made me to do like that,
Which made you cry and hate me so bad, 
Due to vagabond life and disturbed mind,
I am not being able to behave so kind,
But that doesn't means I should treat you like this,
And behave like I am never gonna miss,
Just wanted to say please understand me
I am stubborn but asking for an invisible plea
You are all over my mind,Whatever I do,
Just wanted to say ”I miss you”!

Saturday, April 23, 2011

from the Sky..



You must have fallen from the sky,
God himself would have gift wrapped you,
For you’re so delicate yet everlasting,
Just like a waterfall on its breakthrough,
so Pure, so Fresh, so Divine,
I am afraid in touching you for long,
As it might make your beauty decline.
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Your aura is forcing me to close my eyes,
It’s so radiant, distinct , full of beams,
I don’t want to shut them, instead I scream,
In front of me is standing,
“The woman of my dream”
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The one for which I spent countless nights,
The one for which I waited so long,
The one who never got out of my sight,
The one for whom I wrote numerous songs.
Now she is here just for me,
Voids are filled, together are we.
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The Days went by, Years passed thru,
With every Second our dear love grew,
You made me complete, how lovely you are,
It was a lifetime, the spent every hour.
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The truth still prevails, We going to die one day,
We will be separated, We will be away,
It doesn’t matter to me, I have no worries,
Lots of people would be telling our stories,
I love you; I love you a lot,
You should know that, 
Whether I am with you or not.
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Thursday, April 21, 2011

Away....


Everything I love goes away,
Everything I hate goes away,
Everything I need goes away,
Everything I want goes away,
Everything that has to do anything
With me goes away.
I am afraid it would happen with you,
You’re too going to leave me one day,
I hate that, I don’t want it,
No way, No way, No way.
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I seldom need anyone in life,
I rarely acknowledge someone’s presence,
I am shy expressing myself,
I rarely care about someone’s essence,
But then also after so much trouble,
When I said, “I needed her”,
She goes away.

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I often blame God for this,
I think he is involved,
Creating errors in my path,
And the problems can’t be solved.

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I remember those lonely days of MAY,
Endless feeling but no-one to say,
Brimming with love but whom to display,
You were the reason, You were away.
Years passed away waiting for you,
Life was like dead end, nothing was new.

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The day I met you, I want to live that again,
It’s so pure and fresh in my memory lane,
Looking at you, that’s a precious view,
You redefined for me the color Blue,
But I am sad because in the end,
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(Ending 1)
Everything I love goes away.
So are you going to leave me one day?
Leaving me stranded , crushed in dismay,
I wouldn't blame you,It's not your fault,
What I can do now, can only pray,
Please be with me , I am not so bad,
Love you a lot , for that I am glad.
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(Ending 2)
Everything I love goes away,
Everything I hate goes away,
Everything I need goes away,
Everything I want goes away,
Everything that has to do anything
With me goes away.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Flare

I never thought of being a part of this,
I didn’t knew what it was all about,
I knew it would be hard to manage,
I never knew it would be so much fun,
But now when all is gone,
It hurts more like a bloody thorn,
Now I try to relive the memoirs
Of moments that we shared,
Of late night meetings that we held,
Of walkie-talkie talks that we dealt,
Of flex,banners,posters,stalls,
Of coupons,passes,tickets,brochures,
Of the scolding for the “cc” to all,
Of so much money spent on calls,
Of the Deficit budget that caused nightmares,
Of the immediate decisions that we dared,
Of the backstage requirements full on tight,
Of bunked classes and “XX” fright,
Of booboos for Jaipur Beats,
Of “once more's” for Highway-61,
And so much praise for Agnee Band,
But when Dj Suketu ended it all,
I can do nothing and just recall,
The fun ,the frolic,the moment,the life
The small part of us that’s now gone,
And now it hurts like a bloody thorn.
I am now going to miss,
the best ever days of my college life.
Thank you!








This post is dedicated to:
Ratnabh Sinha,Parag Bandopadhay,Abhimanyu Manna,Abhipreet Sinha,Manish Singh,Dhruvit Berawala,Abhirup Das,Rahul Singh,Ayush Rastogi,Ankit Gupta.
Hats off guys, We did it!!







Thursday, April 14, 2011

Does it matter...


Does it even matter to you?
Oh! You so called friend of mine,
Do you even care for me?
As you fake a smile.
Did I ever done something,
Very disheartening to you,
I was always being nice,
A polite well wisher to you.
Well I don’t know the reason for,
Your behavior so unpleasant,
It’s harsh, rude and uncalled,
Why are you being so blunt?
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Does it even matter to you?
Oh! You so called friend of mine,
Pretending like everything is fine,
But acting as if I crossed some line.
I always needed you,
Always cherished your memory,
But now you are behaving like,
I am a bug on your strawberry.
Seems like it’s going to be end then,
As there is no way out,
There is no effect of me on you,
Whether I scream or shout.
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I wonder persistently,
Why human relations are so fragile,
Whenever there is misery & a lot of pain,
All these relations ceases to remain.
When the good times return,
Along is the arrival of these,
I hate this behavior,
It’s like a disease.

Everybody is living for his benefit,
Everybody wants to be fly,
You did matter to me,
Nobody else made me cry...

Saturday, April 9, 2011

So far....


I woke up today,
You were sleeping by my side,
Just looked at you,
With my eyes opened wide.
How much I love you,
How much I care,
Can just die for,
this moment right here.
I want to squeeze you ,
Want to feel your heat,
How nice you smell,
How soft are your feet.
Your beautiful lips are so hard to ignore,
Soft, Plush, Pink just need to be adored,
When I hold your hands,
I am holding my world,
How cute you are looking,
With both of your knees curled.
Your silky hair are flowing down your face,
My heart is beating, it’s on a chase,
Your eyes just opened, how lovely those are,
You are so close to me, yet seem so far.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Peace

Let there be Peace ,
Let there be Love ,
Let there be Petroleum Engineering!