departed fate

Yes she tried, the best she could,

To make him realize how important is she,

For him, for her, for us, for we,

But he never understood,

Though he wanted to be,

The one for her, her mystery man.

She tried so much, the best she can,

But he never understood,

Remain stiff like a wood.

Seems like testing her patience limit,

It was becoming his regular habit.

Baffled, Frustrated, Dejected, Disappointed,

The girl was left completely exhausted.

Why is he doing all this,

Acting like he is never going to miss,

She wants to know,

He is never going to show,

The tensed threads are now ready to break,

The relation ending up like a piece of cake,

The stage was set, now the two are apart,

Alone they came & Alone they depart.

Sleep

One fine Sunday morning,         

I don’t know how,

I woke up abruptly,

Coz of a bad dream,

My eyes were wet,

My body was tensed,

I jumped out of my bed.

I opened the window,

The cold breeze went thru,

It was vital and fresh,

Enough for me to,

Go back to bed.

"There is nothing like a sleep in this world"

You cried

There you cried, you cried again,

Some part of me died ,it died again,

What else can I say,

Keep yourself away,

As much as you can,

Coz I don’t ever wanted to hurt you,

But it’s the “me”

The devil one you see,

Who takes every opportunity,

To make you suffer from pain,

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It causes the rain,

The rain of your tears,

Falling down your face,

The pretty face you have,

How bad it looks,

With all smile gone,

It’s just because of me

that hurts you a lot,

it's more like a bullet shot.

You know what,day-by-day,

I am getting good at it,

With the little devil’s aid,

Who doesn’t care for others,

And leave them betrayed,

I want to face you,

To sort out this problem,

I know you don’t want to see me,

I am no-more welcome,

Can you just listen, Can we just talk,

I want to hear your voice , I want to go on a walk,

With you, With you, With you,

Yes you, Only you, Just you.

There is nothing else so precious for me,

Nothing else can be so pure,

Just once o-dear look at me,

For me it’s more than a cure.

Friend

I too have a lot of friends

Everyone having its unique trend,

There is a one who always sleeps,

Always inside his blanket neck deep,

There is a one who always stood first,

He has a never ending hunger and thirst,

There is a one with big ears,

He hides them a lot, but they always appears,

There is one who lives for food,

He eats a lot, and is always booed,

There is one who speaks very less,

You can hear his voice, when it’s important unless,

There is one who gives management theories,

Of high and lows and market glories,

There is one who screams a lot,

If you hear him regularly, your ears may rot,

There is one who has a great voice,

He seems soothing related to above mentioned noise,
There is one with a big fat belly,
Whenever he laughs it wobbles like a jelly,
There is one with awesome hair,
Shiny and long, to be handled with care,

There is one who loves sports,

Many teams play but only one he supports,

There is one who constantly laughs,

It’s like he is doing it on others behalf,

There is one who is always mocked,

He doesn’t mind it, and alone he walked.

There is one with a high level thinking,

You can just hear him out with your eyes blinking,

There is one whose contacts are large,

Anything you need, you can make him in charge,

There is one who always has a doubt,

He questions everything that you can never make out,

There is one who never sleeps,

It’s like he has some reputation to keep

So here ends the narrative of the one I know,

The friends with whom

I shared my highs and lows,

You must be having your own list,

The one for whom you exist,

I wonder what if there is nothing like a friend,

Who is going to be, on whom we can depend?

Some Other Day

And here again he has lost,

he did the best he can,

he left no stone unturned,

Yet again,

here again he has lost.

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Crowd is cheering for the man, who won,

He who did the best he can,

who didn’t let others down,

being the chosen one to lift the crown.

and he is the man who won.

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But I am surprised by

the man who has lost,

Why he is smiling?

Why not he is being sad?

Even after so much labor,

everything for him has gone bad.

Then I realized he is the man

Who loses with a smile,

He has just lost today,

and now going to stay

Restless, Uneasy and Dissatisfied,

Until he wins some other day.

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And I am holding high hopes

 for this dear friend of mine,

May be you have lost today,

But dear you are going to shine.

Things happens only for the best,

However it seems hard today

You will understand it later,

o-my-dear friend,

Life can’t be judged in a day!!

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You dear

Hello ,

Voila ,weekend again .. 

Today the uninteresting hectic lectures forced me to carve out something.It's like the hidden me.It helps me to understand myself better I think.Didn't knew this would come up.

You dear was my life,

the life which moved along with you,

I said " I am there for you",

Everyday!

But dear its just because,

You always stayed.

Whenever I hurt you,whenever I scream,

I know it makes you fell bad ,

But dear you stayed.

I always make you abide ,

and sometimes I leave you aside,

But dear you stayed.

I took you for granted ,

I never replied,

I ignored your calls,

But dear you stayed.

And then one day you were gone.

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I was left alone ,

It was like flesh left without the bones.

Now I dream of you day and night

Picturing you in front of my sight,

You were my sunshine ,You were my rain ,

and here I am enduring lot of pain.

I regret the things i did,

was totally behaving like a stupid kid,

You were right ,I was wrong 

May be one day I would sing this song.

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I am surrounded by despair

Now i know what does it means ,

to be there for someone whom you care,

I am sorry I was not the one,

didn't took it seriously and missed all the fun,

Now I remember what you once said to me

You are there but not there for me.

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Mind and You

We think a lot day and night,

It’s like uncontrollable powerhouse inside,

May be for you, may be not,

But it’s not the topic that we decide,

When someone passes through our sight,

And something happens inside,

We just think a lot day and night.

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When the mind plays suspense games,

And heart partners with it,

We are left with amazing thoughts,

And wonderful things that follows,

It not only makes you happy,

But also helps you realize,

The grandness of world around,

And the lovely people in it,

The heavenly beauty of nature,

And the chroma of the skies,

The hustling of the leaves,

By the winds passing by,

The rhythmic tune of the rivers,

And the birds flowing in the sky.

I wonder if ever,

This utopian world can be reality,

Where pain is less and joy is brimming,

Where people no more suffer and happily living,

Where survival of the fittest is not the key,

and we let a person think free.

Am I asking for something impossible?

Is this an idiotic thought?

I am still searching for something,

That can make me happy ever after.

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Straight from the Moon

The Super Moon appeared tonight,

It was much closer to sight (28,000 km to be precise).

Go near a window, take a look,

It was a brighter and bigger delight.

There is too much of moon right now in my life. Due to total lack of work and me being entirely free right now I had an opportunity to enter into a great discussion with my friends. The topic was

 “If Sun stop to exist after what duration on Earth its effects can be seen, regarding gravitational pull and all”.

One silly answer I got was “hey buddy,whenever sunlight is gone ,sun is gone, that’s when you notice it!!”. ”Ha-ha Pretty Cool You Einstein”. I replied, but that’s not fulfilling. I am searching for something more.

So let’s take out sunlight as a factor and assume that the whole event takes place on a mysterious night under the blanket of darkness. And then the discussion began, and an overall accepted answer was described on the basis of String theory. It says “considering the speed of gravity equal to the speed of light, the effects would be noticed after somewhat approximately 8 minutes (Yes it’s the same time what sunrays takes to reach the earth) and hence thereafter earth continues to move on tangentially leaving its circular path.

I also watched a video regarding this at a website, here’s the link. http://metaresearch.org/media%20and%20links/animations/RS03.mpeg

So ,that’s what conclusion we draw, but we got stucked somewhere else (you know when open thinking starts no-one is ever satisfied, and one thing leads to other ).Now our problem was if Sun vanishes and after 8 minutes it is observed on Earth, would there be any personal experience felt at an individual, personal level? I mean for a boy going to school, for a women cooking food, for a batsman hitting the ball. Are they going to observe anything at all??

Some suggested me NO, not at all. 

Some said YES, for sure, “a jerk would be felt like hitch or twitch”. 

But I didn’t get any satisfying answer, still searching. It’s my request to my readers to share your thoughts regarding this.

Ok enough of moon now, moving on, changing topic, getting off-track, surfing through this meta-organism called Internet which is growing daily at a tremendous pace , every now and then, I discover fascinating things. The creator of the Million Dollar homepage, Alex Tew, has now developed a website called do-nothing-for-two-minutes. He says “we spend every waking minute of the day with access to an unlimited supply of information, to the point of information overload” So, he designed a website where you can take rest, get off the hook, relieve you stress. Pretty nice idea!!

ok so.. enough for now then

Good bye.

Back to Bedlam

So at last my exams are over and I got time to write down something. Blogging after a month. Much happened during this time period. Japan got hit by earthquakes,volcanoes,tsunamis and nuclear attacks and as a result radiation threat is around the globe. India is doing well at Cricket World Cup,Sachin hit his 99^th international century, Libya ,Bahrain,Egypt,Yemen are under breakdown, The King’s Speech won the Oscar for best movie ,Charlie Sheen (one of the highest paid TV actor)is fired from Two and a half Men sitcom, and the latest being happening on 19^th march when Moon is going to be closest ever to Earth.

These exams make one more creative as you think a lot regarding everything else other than your studies. I have also become somewhat poetic (not-good-for-me), jotted down some thoughts, two of them are presented down below.Here goes...

Alone in the dark, there is a place

Where you can hide and no one can see.

Where the atmosphere is calm and,

Your brain has fewer goals

And much stress is on your soul,

So that you can be with yourself more!  

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Life seems so focused with my spects on,

Life is pretty with all tensions gone.

Life is monotonous when nothing happens new,

But we hate life when successes are few.

Life is fun when friends are around,

Life becomes cruel with past opened wounds.

Life is good, when nothing to worry,

Life is delicious with spices and curry.

Life is fascinating when you have something to dream

It’s like cakes, pastries and chocolate ice-cream.

Life is enjoyable when on the run,

It’s just too bad without all the fun.

Life is frustrating when it’s unfair,

It’s like nobody is there for you to care.

Life is entertaining when you can laugh out loud,

With no remembrance of misery and you feeling proud.

Life is hard when hopes are high,

You have to do endless work and no time to sigh.

When you get what you want but not what you need ,

Life makes you upset,

It makes you full of remorse and regret.

But in the end,

Life is what you make of,

It is only dependent on your hard work,

and a portion is left for luck.

So, every individual has its own meaning of life,

And life has its own meaning for every one too.

That’s all folks for now..

Good bye

Sid