You dear

Hello ,

Voila ,weekend again .. 

Today the uninteresting hectic lectures forced me to carve out something.It's like the hidden me.It helps me to understand myself better I think.Didn't knew this would come up.

You dear was my life,

the life which moved along with you,

I said " I am there for you",

Everyday!

But dear its just because,

You always stayed.

Whenever I hurt you,whenever I scream,

I know it makes you fell bad ,

But dear you stayed.

I always make you abide ,

and sometimes I leave you aside,

But dear you stayed.

I took you for granted ,

I never replied,

I ignored your calls,

But dear you stayed.

And then one day you were gone.

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I was left alone ,

It was like flesh left without the bones.

Now I dream of you day and night

Picturing you in front of my sight,

You were my sunshine ,You were my rain ,

and here I am enduring lot of pain.

I regret the things i did,

was totally behaving like a stupid kid,

You were right ,I was wrong 

May be one day I would sing this song.

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I am surrounded by despair

Now i know what does it means ,

to be there for someone whom you care,

I am sorry I was not the one,

didn't took it seriously and missed all the fun,

Now I remember what you once said to me

You are there but not there for me.

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