You

I wish I could fall, 

On a cozy bed, 

With a friendly face, 

Where I can rest, 

Listening the voices, 

As my world  falls apart, 

To an all-time low, 

But I don’t fear, 

For the coming storm, 

With you by my side, 

Keeping me warm, 

Holding my hands, 

To face the world, 

And I will rise, for you 

And I will rise with you again.

Moonlight kiss

Just a song that I love, Moonlight Kiss by Bap Kennedy

I can feel my heart 

And its fit to burst 

I try to clean it up 

But I just get worse 

I wish I could fall 

On a night like this 

Into your loving arms 

For a moonlight kiss 

I thought I saw your face 

In the evening sky 

On a lonesome cloud 

That was drifting by 

I wish I could fall 

On a night like this 

Into your loving arms 

For a moonlight kiss 

You got someone else 

Maybe its for the best 

Since I took the cure 

For happiness 

But I'd trade it all 

On a night a like this 

For your loving arms 

And a moonlight kiss 

In your loving arms 

And a moonlight kiss

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So , here again begins an entire year full of fresh new surprises, worries, amusements, misery, an altogether new year of nothingness, a void .We try to fill  up the gaps , connects the dots,  be the change , do something meaningful , try to be happy, or at least act happy, be satisfied, feel proud , accomplish something , just anything ,anything , for whatsoever reason possible. Or else, what will happen , yes a lot will happen , shame, scoldings, self abuse , sadness , and whatever you can think around the word "Frustration".So we do , we perform , we work , we act, cultivate , develop, figure out, something that has a meaning , just to satisfy our own hunger , for money , power, respect, for a better future. But what's the limit to it?
    You must be wondering , I don't know what I am talking about, well that's true "Partially". I don't know , you also don't know , but someday you  will be having the same thoughts like me , then may be you will understand my dear reader!!
It's like a feeling that I get listening to song "In the end" by Linkin Park

I tried so hard , I got so far , 

But in the end it doesn't even matter, 

Coz I have to fall , to lose it all , 

As in the end it doesn't even matter ....

But then too , I have a gut feeling everything is going to be alright , it's not meant to be , it is never going to be that bad, that's all what I have, Faith.

I know after few years when I look back , and when I am going to read this post I will laugh , smile on my petty mind , but that's the beauty of memories , the good and bad times , they go through your mind like a train , bustling around  with each coach filled with your life's happenings .
So just to be clear it is one of those posts , where I keep my mind away , and let go of my heart. 

Good bye.

Happy New Year

Hello Readers,
Can't believe it's already been a year since I wrote my first blog post. Looking back , from where I started with my thoughts on Stochastic World of Petroleum and how I dropped the Petroleum out of it.
Well a lot has happened this year, a lot has must have happened in your own life. Well I made some new friends, broke some hearts , make some feel proud while made fun of some. that's what it's all about. You can't be always a goody-goody person.You are not Tom Hanks,(his name even say Thanks.)
Every human being is like a Magnetic pole, with your own positive and negative side.Some things are going to attract you , Some are going to be attracted to you(Well that hardly happens with me) while some you are going to repel, some are going to repel you(happens a lot).The best part is in knowing how quickly you realize this.That's when you prepare your zone ( your being-comfortable bubble).We all are going to carry on with our Facebooks and Twitters , but the real deal lies in the real world ..You may like some , comment some , share some but what matters how often you do this in the real Stochastic world.We are becoming a less expressive creature who only socialize in cyber world. It feels like a scene of a movie where people are walking like zombies.
Regarding this year's resolutions , well seriously i don't remember what were they last year.Life is not about planning a whole year ahead when you can't even last for a single day. I have also discovered whenever I plan something and am very desperate for it to occur, it never happens. Well I blame it to Murphy's Law, but anyways, so I don't plan anything , just expect to " Surprise me!"
So that's all for now, may you have a fun new year where your blah-blah things are fulfilled and you achieve blah-blah in your life.