Just Life

It’s hard to be far, 

From something you want too bad, 

Like a distance so large, 

And obstacles too many, 

Misleading you from the path, 

Of your so called destiny. 

But then sometimes I think, 

Is that what I really want, 

Why is it so hard to get, 

If it is really meant to be. 

I have always been a victim of 

Life’s unfair game, 

Always making it hard, 

Whatever be my aim. 

I am tired, I want to rest, 

That ain’t happening, Life’s at its best, 

Screaming doesn’t help, nor does crying, 

You often give up, or you might die trying, 

For someone in clouds, it’s just a joke, 

He would be enjoying it with some fries and a coke, 

I am just a puppet, controlled by strings, 

I am just a slave, and he is the king.

You

I wish I could fall, 

On a cozy bed, 

With a friendly face, 

Where I can rest, 

Listening the voices, 

As my world  falls apart, 

To an all-time low, 

But I don’t fear, 

For the coming storm, 

With you by my side, 

Keeping me warm, 

Holding my hands, 

To face the world, 

And I will rise, for you 

And I will rise with you again.

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So , here again begins an entire year full of fresh new surprises, worries, amusements, misery, an altogether new year of nothingness, a void .We try to fill  up the gaps , connects the dots,  be the change , do something meaningful , try to be happy, or at least act happy, be satisfied, feel proud , accomplish something , just anything ,anything , for whatsoever reason possible. Or else, what will happen , yes a lot will happen , shame, scoldings, self abuse , sadness , and whatever you can think around the word "Frustration".So we do , we perform , we work , we act, cultivate , develop, figure out, something that has a meaning , just to satisfy our own hunger , for money , power, respect, for a better future. But what's the limit to it?
    You must be wondering , I don't know what I am talking about, well that's true "Partially". I don't know , you also don't know , but someday you  will be having the same thoughts like me , then may be you will understand my dear reader!!
It's like a feeling that I get listening to song "In the end" by Linkin Park

I tried so hard , I got so far , 

But in the end it doesn't even matter, 

Coz I have to fall , to lose it all , 

As in the end it doesn't even matter ....

But then too , I have a gut feeling everything is going to be alright , it's not meant to be , it is never going to be that bad, that's all what I have, Faith.

I know after few years when I look back , and when I am going to read this post I will laugh , smile on my petty mind , but that's the beauty of memories , the good and bad times , they go through your mind like a train , bustling around  with each coach filled with your life's happenings .
So just to be clear it is one of those posts , where I keep my mind away , and let go of my heart. 

Good bye.