You

I wish I could fall, 

On a cozy bed, 

With a friendly face, 

Where I can rest, 

Listening the voices, 

As my world  falls apart, 

To an all-time low, 

But I don’t fear, 

For the coming storm, 

With you by my side, 

Keeping me warm, 

Holding my hands, 

To face the world, 

And I will rise, for you 

And I will rise with you again.

Moonlight kiss

Just a song that I love, Moonlight Kiss by Bap Kennedy

I can feel my heart 

And its fit to burst 

I try to clean it up 

But I just get worse 

I wish I could fall 

On a night like this 

Into your loving arms 

For a moonlight kiss 

I thought I saw your face 

In the evening sky 

On a lonesome cloud 

That was drifting by 

I wish I could fall 

On a night like this 

Into your loving arms 

For a moonlight kiss 

You got someone else 

Maybe its for the best 

Since I took the cure 

For happiness 

But I'd trade it all 

On a night a like this 

For your loving arms 

And a moonlight kiss 

In your loving arms 

And a moonlight kiss

Happy New Year

Hello Readers,
Can't believe it's already been a year since I wrote my first blog post. Looking back , from where I started with my thoughts on Stochastic World of Petroleum and how I dropped the Petroleum out of it.
Well a lot has happened this year, a lot has must have happened in your own life. Well I made some new friends, broke some hearts , make some feel proud while made fun of some. that's what it's all about. You can't be always a goody-goody person.You are not Tom Hanks,(his name even say Thanks.)
Every human being is like a Magnetic pole, with your own positive and negative side.Some things are going to attract you , Some are going to be attracted to you(Well that hardly happens with me) while some you are going to repel, some are going to repel you(happens a lot).The best part is in knowing how quickly you realize this.That's when you prepare your zone ( your being-comfortable bubble).We all are going to carry on with our Facebooks and Twitters , but the real deal lies in the real world ..You may like some , comment some , share some but what matters how often you do this in the real Stochastic world.We are becoming a less expressive creature who only socialize in cyber world. It feels like a scene of a movie where people are walking like zombies.
Regarding this year's resolutions , well seriously i don't remember what were they last year.Life is not about planning a whole year ahead when you can't even last for a single day. I have also discovered whenever I plan something and am very desperate for it to occur, it never happens. Well I blame it to Murphy's Law, but anyways, so I don't plan anything , just expect to " Surprise me!"
So that's all for now, may you have a fun new year where your blah-blah things are fulfilled and you achieve blah-blah in your life.

Window

In my gloomy house, 

Amidst the darkness spreading so vast, 

There lies a window, 

A link between now and past,

I see a shadow, 

Vanishing so fast, 

Into the woods, thick and thin, 

Holding back all the mystery within, 

The window is smoky, broken, and tinted, 

Tears of mine fall on it like rain, 

Colorful memories have stained it a lot, 

Some dark moments have left a dot, 

There are days when window is shining, 

Beams of sunshine make it reflect, 

Some days go by with dark clouds upon, 

Leaving the window to get infect, 

So when I look out of window what do I see? 

It’s just a shadow, a better version of me, 

So long have I waited for the shadow to return 

It has deep scars, not a hint of pain, 

Of my wrong choices and attempts in vain, 

The window is the only constant, 

In my transient life, 

Reminding me of things, hidden deep inside me, 

Accomplishments, Failures, Joys and Worries. 

Of what I have done, what it has made me!

Someone

Beyond the skies in the world above,

There is someone smiling on you,

In your heart deep down below,

There is someone you wish to know,

When I close my eyes I see that someone,

Covering, hiding and running away,

When I have some concerns, doubts or worries, 

When I am facing situations of dismay,

Someone helps me get up again,

Someone is the reason for me to remain.

Times

There are times when you feel low,

The times where everything goes so slow,

Every second is a burden; Every step is like a hurdle,

It’s like living life like a turtle.

There are times when you feel high,

The times where everything is on a fly,

Every moment is treasured; Every step is like a dance,

It’s the life’s wonderful romance.

So whether it’s your smile or your tears,

These are the times which will eventually clear,

The deepest silences or hearty laughter,

You are not going to remember them after.

Good times, Bad times, come and leave,

They should not slow down what you are here to achieve,

You have a wish, You have a dream,

That is how you live life with a theme!

Remembrance

She was an angel all I could tell,

Her eyes were so beautiful,

Like pearls of a shell.

I could never forget her touch,

It was just worth,

She smelled so nice like 

Nothing on this earth.

Walking the streets with her 

Are some delightful memories,

She walks slow and 

is allergic to “strawberries”.

When she is dressed in white,

It’s a wonderful delight,

You can never take your eyes away,

She is the day’s highlight.

She often told her worries, 

And the results of some wrong choice,

I am unable to resolve them,

Just lost in her voice!

Time flies by sitting beside her,

She talks a lot,

Only a part of it I could remember. 

I sometimes blank out 

Looking at her for a while,

The secret to it is hidden in her, 

Mysterious smile!

Well why I am telling this to you 

You must be thinking?

It’s just my way of remembering her,

She has moved on while

I am still sinking!

Photographs

A picture can say more than a thousand words,True, but what if the picture itself is of just words,
What is that expressing? It creates a more influential impact on a person's mind.
See for yourself...

from the Sky..

You must have fallen from the sky,

God himself would have gift wrapped you,

For you’re so delicate yet everlasting,

Just like a waterfall on its breakthrough,

so Pure, so Fresh, so Divine,

I am afraid in touching you for long,

As it might make your beauty decline.

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Your aura is forcing me to close my eyes,

It’s so radiant, distinct , full of beams,

I don’t want to shut them, instead I scream,

In front of me is standing,

“The woman of my dream”

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The one for which I spent countless nights,

The one for which I waited so long,

The one who never got out of my sight,

The one for whom I wrote numerous songs.

Now she is here just for me,

Voids are filled, together are we.

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The Days went by, Years passed thru,

With every Second our dear love grew,

You made me complete, how lovely you are,

It was a lifetime, the spent every hour.

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The truth still prevails, We going to die one day,

We will be separated, We will be away,

It doesn’t matter to me, I have no worries,

Lots of people would be telling our stories,

I love you; I love you a lot,

You should know that, 

Whether I am with you or not.

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Away....

Everything I love goes away,

Everything I hate goes away,

Everything I need goes away,

Everything I want goes away,

Everything that has to do anything

With me goes away.

I am afraid it would happen with you,

You’re too going to leave me one day,

I hate that, I don’t want it,

No way, No way, No way.

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I seldom need anyone in life,

I rarely acknowledge someone’s presence,

I am shy expressing myself,

I rarely care about someone’s essence,

But then also after so much trouble,

When I said, “I needed her”,

She goes away.

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I often blame God for this,

I think he is involved,

Creating errors in my path,

And the problems can’t be solved.

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I remember those lonely days of MAY,

Endless feeling but no-one to say,

Brimming with love but whom to display,

You were the reason, You were away.

Years passed away waiting for you,

Life was like dead end, nothing was new.

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The day I met you, I want to live that again,

It’s so pure and fresh in my memory lane,

Looking at you, that’s a precious view,

You redefined for me the color Blue,

But I am sad because in the end,

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(Ending 1)

Everything I love goes away.

So are you going to leave me one day?
Leaving me stranded , crushed in dismay,
I wouldn't blame you,It's not your fault,
What I can do now, can only pray,
Please be with me , I am not so bad,
Love you a lot , for that I am glad.

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(Ending 2)

Everything I love goes away,

Everything I hate goes away,

Everything I need goes away,

Everything I want goes away,

Everything that has to do anything

With me goes away.

Does it matter...

Does it even matter to you?

Oh! You so called friend of mine,

Do you even care for me?

As you fake a smile.

Did I ever done something,

Very disheartening to you,

I was always being nice,

A polite well wisher to you.

Well I don’t know the reason for,

Your behavior so unpleasant,

It’s harsh, rude and uncalled,

Why are you being so blunt?

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Does it even matter to you?

Oh! You so called friend of mine,

Pretending like everything is fine,

But acting as if I crossed some line.

I always needed you,

Always cherished your memory,

But now you are behaving like,

I am a bug on your strawberry.

Seems like it’s going to be end then,

As there is no way out,

There is no effect of me on you,

Whether I scream or shout.

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I wonder persistently,

Why human relations are so fragile,

Whenever there is misery & a lot of pain,

All these relations ceases to remain.

When the good times return,

Along is the arrival of these,

I hate this behavior,

It’s like a disease.

Everybody is living for his benefit,

Everybody wants to be fly,

You did matter to me,

Nobody else made me cry...

So far....

I woke up today,

You were sleeping by my side,

Just looked at you,

With my eyes opened wide.

How much I love you,

How much I care,

Can just die for,

this moment right here.

I want to squeeze you ,

Want to feel your heat,

How nice you smell,

How soft are your feet.

Your beautiful lips are so hard to ignore,

Soft, Plush, Pink just need to be adored,

When I hold your hands,

I am holding my world,

How cute you are looking,

With both of your knees curled.

Your silky hair are flowing down your face,

My heart is beating, it’s on a chase,

Your eyes just opened, how lovely those are,

You are so close to me, yet seem so far.

Lost

O Dear it happened,

What I feared for happened,

What I didn’t wanted happened,

What I always did to you happened.

Yes you wouldn’t believe it,

How can I be like this,

I am sensible, I am brave,

Dear you made me happened.

It started with a small drop,

And there was another,

The beginning was a trickle,

And then with a ripple,

It was all uncontrollable.

It’s like I have been saving it for years,

It was mine, it was for you,

Dear you made me happened.

 I didn’t enjoyed those moments,

But now I experienced what it felt like,

Yes dear it happened.

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I cried, I cried out loud,

It was like a hidden cloud,

Of sorrows,worries,guilts,shames,

Buried over through years,

Those made me come in tears.

And I don’t want to stop,

Have been a total flop,

But now it’s the last one,

Would never do this again,

Faced already enough pain.

Life has stranded me,

In the middle of nowhere,

But I am going to fight,

Coz now I don’t even care,

For barriers,excuses,obstacles and loss,

That slowed down my pace,

Life is hard, it’s not pretty,

Everyone is following the rat race.

It’s tough to survive like this,

With so much expectations at stake,

May I be able to win it,

Always wanted to cut a cake,

For victory,celebrations,joy and happiness,

With all my dear ones by my side,

It’s a dream, one that’s possible,

In my heart it reside.

The Moment

There is always a moment,

For everyone around,

Many have lived it,

Most haven’t yet found.

The moment which could be the beginning,

Of your so-called destiny,

The moment that you were waiting for,

For the one you wanted to be.

The most surprising thing about it is,

 May be it’s already there,

We are failing in recognizing it,

Hiding in the depths of despair.

So Arise,Awake,Act,Accomplish,

Before the moment is already gone,

It’s not late, it’s in your hands,

Break the barriers, steal the throne.

Coz you don’t want to regret it later,

Sitting alone with a cup of tea,

Life would be different,

 It could have been great,

If you wouldn’t have,

 Left all to fate.

Hats off to Dhoni and Co.

You lived the moment , and made all live it too!!

Pretty women

So , April is here, and along came by the season of springs,there is a lot of heat than usual in the atmosphere.Thanks to emissions,exhausts,pollution ,global warming and you know what not.I have a internship from Jun-mid July,don't know how i am going to survive.

Well India is finally again in the final of World Cup.The most awaited win is just a match away,that can serve as a perfect gift to The God of Cricket , Mr .Sachin Tendulkar.Also his hundredth century can add a yet another feather to the crown.I am keeping  my fingers crossed.You must be Bleeding Blue.!!

A whole lot of poems have come lately in whole of the mighty March.You must have enjoyed them I guess.This April , more to come , And again seriously I don't know from where these are coming to me,I just think and write whatever comes to my mind , and here they are.
Well this time thought of writing about a poor old beggar lady.So here goes,

People pass by on a busy street,

There sits a woman with nothing to eat,

With one child on his waist, another bare footed,

They are on a mission to keep themselves alive.

She begs, She cries,

She screams, She lies,

Nobody listens to her, nobody notices,

Some just ignore, some make dirty faces,

What bad has she done?

She often keeps wondering,

She hasn’t been lucky, but it’s worse than that.

How she going to survive, what about her kids,

Don’t they need education, don’t they want to be rich.

With joined hands and hollow hopes,

She asks for help,

Some don’t want to give, some don’t have change,

Some give a coin, some act all strange.

And then one fine day,

Arrives a person with an angel heart,

He changes everything before he departs.

The woman is surprised, she prays to the heavens,

The life has changed for her, all of a sudden.

We all have that angel hidden in us somewhere,

Some are not aware, Some don’t want to share.

So try to be like the angel in you,

Go out today and serve a few.

That's all for now,

Good bye !

departed fate

Yes she tried, the best she could,

To make him realize how important is she,

For him, for her, for us, for we,

But he never understood,

Though he wanted to be,

The one for her, her mystery man.

She tried so much, the best she can,

But he never understood,

Remain stiff like a wood.

Seems like testing her patience limit,

It was becoming his regular habit.

Baffled, Frustrated, Dejected, Disappointed,

The girl was left completely exhausted.

Why is he doing all this,

Acting like he is never going to miss,

She wants to know,

He is never going to show,

The tensed threads are now ready to break,

The relation ending up like a piece of cake,

The stage was set, now the two are apart,

Alone they came & Alone they depart.

Sleep

One fine Sunday morning,         

I don’t know how,

I woke up abruptly,

Coz of a bad dream,

My eyes were wet,

My body was tensed,

I jumped out of my bed.

I opened the window,

The cold breeze went thru,

It was vital and fresh,

Enough for me to,

Go back to bed.

"There is nothing like a sleep in this world"

You cried

There you cried, you cried again,

Some part of me died ,it died again,

What else can I say,

Keep yourself away,

As much as you can,

Coz I don’t ever wanted to hurt you,

But it’s the “me”

The devil one you see,

Who takes every opportunity,

To make you suffer from pain,

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It causes the rain,

The rain of your tears,

Falling down your face,

The pretty face you have,

How bad it looks,

With all smile gone,

It’s just because of me

that hurts you a lot,

it's more like a bullet shot.

You know what,day-by-day,

I am getting good at it,

With the little devil’s aid,

Who doesn’t care for others,

And leave them betrayed,

I want to face you,

To sort out this problem,

I know you don’t want to see me,

I am no-more welcome,

Can you just listen, Can we just talk,

I want to hear your voice , I want to go on a walk,

With you, With you, With you,

Yes you, Only you, Just you.

There is nothing else so precious for me,

Nothing else can be so pure,

Just once o-dear look at me,

For me it’s more than a cure.

Friend

I too have a lot of friends

Everyone having its unique trend,

There is a one who always sleeps,

Always inside his blanket neck deep,

There is a one who always stood first,

He has a never ending hunger and thirst,

There is a one with big ears,

He hides them a lot, but they always appears,

There is one who lives for food,

He eats a lot, and is always booed,

There is one who speaks very less,

You can hear his voice, when it’s important unless,

There is one who gives management theories,

Of high and lows and market glories,

There is one who screams a lot,

If you hear him regularly, your ears may rot,

There is one who has a great voice,

He seems soothing related to above mentioned noise,
There is one with a big fat belly,
Whenever he laughs it wobbles like a jelly,
There is one with awesome hair,
Shiny and long, to be handled with care,

There is one who loves sports,

Many teams play but only one he supports,

There is one who constantly laughs,

It’s like he is doing it on others behalf,

There is one who is always mocked,

He doesn’t mind it, and alone he walked.

There is one with a high level thinking,

You can just hear him out with your eyes blinking,

There is one whose contacts are large,

Anything you need, you can make him in charge,

There is one who always has a doubt,

He questions everything that you can never make out,

There is one who never sleeps,

It’s like he has some reputation to keep

So here ends the narrative of the one I know,

The friends with whom

I shared my highs and lows,

You must be having your own list,

The one for whom you exist,

I wonder what if there is nothing like a friend,

Who is going to be, on whom we can depend?